Monday, May 19, 2008

Halat tight hai. . , !!!!

Assalam
yaar. . Am totally screwed. . . Not goin to chennai. . Gettin so damn sacred now. . . Waise to . . . Jo hoga achha hoga. . . Still yaar. . . Tension to hoga na? Now tomorrow have got forensic paper. . . Going too slow. . .Too slow matlab too slow yaar. . . Khair , ye to apna hamesha ka story hai. . . . There is such a lot to write in JaLpArI but time ka dearth hai. . . .What to do.?

newaz. . . Will come again. . .But probably in JaLpArI . . . Lots of stuff remain to be written there. . .

new decision. . Taken at this very instant. . .From now on. . . Breaks me. . No orkutting . . :) instead. . .Blogging . . . Better managememt of time.:-)

chal chal . . Time waste nai karne ka. .

allah hafiz

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Dr. Ramani scolded me. . For good. .

Assalam
during my pharmac practical. . . Dr. Ramani scolded me . . Tellin that all the other students have improved, only i haven . . They have kept papers, given selections. . .Everything they possibly could. . . Still if the student doesnt work hard. . . No use of it all. . .True maam.. . Am sorry for that. . . Will try to work hard. .And she told me to study 10-12 hours in a day {well well well } and write whatever i study. . . Will help me to remember. . . InshaAllah. . . I will try. . .

during all the discussions and even for viva . . Everyone wanted Dr. Manju . . Coz she is so nice. . .But i didnt. . .Coz she is so nice. . . I mean. . I couldn face her. . . The HOD has just given orders yaar . . .Its basically maam who has taught us. . .Worked so hard at us. . . I just couldn go back to her not knowin anythin. . . I mean who would believe that i forget everything. . . Newaz. . . Thankfully i got the HOD for everything. . .She scolded me , but its k. . .
i feel i have cheated manju maam. . . :-( gotto study. . Post my intro later. . .
Allah bless us all. . .aur mere ko dusro se thoda zyada. . :-)
aameen
allah hafiz. .

Well. . . At last . . Final sessionals are over. . .

Assalam. .
my final sessionals got over day before. . . I stayed in the college hostel on the last day. . .Rest in JaLpArI . . Here only bout the great mbbs course. . .Well. . .My exams went too bad. . As i told. . I don remember anything. . Have failed badly. . .Newaz. . .Universities are postponed. . .To 6th june. . . So , there is still time. . . May Allah help me out. . .And no , am not going home. . . Many reasons. . 1. I have to study, wont do that at home. . .2.the forensic medicine paper is on 20th. . I need it badly. . It is for those fools who didnt get good marks. . .Its a chance for them to increase their average. . . 3.when i return , i ll be in a massive hangover. . No way will i be able study. . 4. I will ask mummy to give me the braces for my teeth, in half the amount she wud have had to spend , had i gone home. . .
but i am sad you know. . . I keep praying for holidays. . And here there is 20 days and i have to stay back in this rotten place. . .With no one to talk to. . .
azhar told to go to bangalore. . But yaar, no use. . I mean . . That wud take away 2-3 days and lots of cash , without any benefit. . . I mean, my problem is that i am alone HERE. . . If i need to just relax. . I can go to cochin. . . Just do a bit of shopping, cocoa tree. . . Music world. . .And back. . . Dats enough. . . The problem is that , while studying, when i get tired. . . Get bored, . . Get tensed. . . There is no one here with me. . .Other than God i mean. . . -
newaz. . . Now perhaps , inshaAllah. . . I will go to chennai on 25th. . . Aapa bhaiya and faaris are comin over for check up. . . Baba doesnt keep well na. . . Thats why. . Now , this trip is different. . Coz it is to meet my family. . . Ok. . Not parents. . But BADI BEHEN TO MAA KE JAISI HOTI HAI. . . . .:-) lolz. . Lets see
allah hafiz